it's been a long time since i logged in and blogged... it's been one month and one week since the accident that changed my life so completely. it's been a month since the surgery... a week since i've stopped using painkillers. but most importantly it's the first day my kids are both in daycare. i'm heartbroken. probably more in shock then they are. especially after having spent days and nights at home with them now for a whole month. i miss them, and it hasn't even been four hours. funny how spending day in and day out with them can be both stressful and busy and hectic, but as soon as they're gone the house feels so empty. shortly after i had arrived home after droppping stella off my friend christina phoned. i cannot tell you how good it is to have friends, who are there when you need them. i really needed to hear from another mom that everything was going to be ok. it's hard to let go... sometimes.
4 comments:
Nice to see you blogging again, though. Nick Kohler
ditto. i am really glad to see words i know you have typed with your own hands.
So gooood to see you are back on the blog and what a delightful treat to see up to date beautiful pics of my favourite grand kids.
Grandma in Victoria
Good to have you back here. Soon you will be an efficient one finger typer and wonder why you ever needed those other 9! You deserve a little peace and quiet around the house, to collect your thoughts, daydream, even loaf!! Enjoy, they'll be home all day before you know it. We think of you every day. Today i even sent you a quiet message during a spiritual part of our yoga class, wishing you peace and serenity..... and it seems to have worked already!
Love,
Gerhard
PS: Sorry we missed your call. We are always out and about....
DAmn, Grrandma beat me to the punch again!
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